2014年，再见！☺☺☺☺

一直以为新的一年才开始，怎么现在就要结束了。

时间，流逝得好快好快，时针，马不停蹄地工作，每时每刻都在滴答滴答响。

而我呢，视乎每次都在抱怨时间为何流逝得那么快？无数次被时间的流逝而令我喘不过气来。

总觉得手头上的事情还没做好，和朋友聚会时还没聊完话题，和家人出去一下，结果时间就这样走掉了。

时针，你可以不要那么勤劳吗？你可以休息一下吗？我知道你不是铁打的。所以你也应该要休息一下。

老实说，今年的我过得很充实，很有意义，很有满足感。虽然过程艰辛，但我还是熬过去了。

感谢上帝赐给我一份补习老师的工作。刚开始时是教下午与晚上的班级，因为放假没事做，就教下午与晚上。

在这份工里，我学习到了很多。虽然是个老师，但我从学生那里学习到了教育小孩的重要性。 

我的身份也提高了。因为去到外面，别人例如学生，爸爸妈妈的朋友们一看到我，不再叫我名字，反而是老师。让我顿时感到骄傲。

那是我应得的。我相信，不是每个人都有机会得到这个称呼。

回想起那时候每天都赶时间上班，我才发觉大人们上班时间不是那么容易。

几乎每时每刻都在跟时间赛跑。教了晚上班之后，我就很少和爸爸一起吃饭，此刻让我觉得自己目无中长。

可惜，补习中心校长对员工的待遇很刻薄，也很吝啬。我永远都会记得为自己出一口气的那瞬间。 

虽然得来的是哭泣，责骂与辞职，但，我要感谢上帝，因为他给了我机会去见识与亲身体验‘工作’世界里到底有多复杂，教会我去辨认‘人不可貌相’的意思。

除此之外，我还得到了大马教育考试成绩。不是很理想。但，比我想象中还要好。因为我是一个不会读书的人。感谢主。

接着，我也得到了我的驾照。呵呵。

不啰嗦我的事情了。

大马2014年很倒霉。MH17 7月17日空难，MH370 3月8日失联，QZ8501 12月28失联，30日发现空难。

为何上帝那么残忍？带走那么多生命。天主呀天主，为何你那么地残忍？为何你舍得带走那么多孩子回去天国呀？

但愿2015年不会再有飞机失事发生了。这一切都发生地很突然。希望死者得以安息。希望家属能够坚强。

2014年里，我学习到了很多很多，我也看到了很多很多东西。

钱财不能得到健康，友情，爱情，亲情。钱不是万能的。

人不可貌相。不要因为别人的样貌而决定他的性格。人的性格也会改变的。

只有陪你到最后的人才是你应该拥有的。不要被人家拿好处。不要当一个备胎。

我要感谢在我身边的人，尤其是我的家人，亲戚，陈，李，方，林，邓，刘，江。

谢谢你们一直都在我身边鼓励我，给我勇气去完成我不敢做的事。

谢谢你们一直都开导我及容忍我的臭脾气。对不起。我的臭脾气伤害到了你们。

谢谢你们那么地爱我，无时无刻都与我分享你们生活中的点点滴滴。

谢谢你们把我放在你的心里。

谢谢你们都没有嫌弃我是个不会读书的孩子并且看得起我。

谢谢你们无时无刻提点我的缺点只为了纠正我。 

谢谢你们愿意当我的垃圾桶听我诉苦，听我讲废话。

谢谢你们为我做的一切！谢谢！我爱你们！

好朋友不必天天见面或一个月见一次，只要有保持联络及把对方放在心里就好了。

2015年，我来了！祝福你们新年快乐，万事如意！

愿上帝赐给你们平安，喜乐，健康，幸福！还有，记得要活出爱！爱你身边的每个人！

珍惜你身边每一样东西及每个人！ 不要因为钱财而伤害感情！

也祝福你们步步高升，学业突飞猛进，前程似锦！

愿上帝祝福及保佑你们！

December 2014 :) Last month of the year 2014 :)

hey blog! today's the last day of December 2014 and i would like to summarise activities i have done on December :)

My cousin came to my house overnight for few days. She is my happy pill.

When we saw each other, we can never stop laughing. We are crazy! haha. she is just 11 anyway.

I love her as she is funny, obedient and active child. She is very cute.

She always try to say something that makes everyone of us laugh.

Hopefully she has a wonderful childhood :)

Well. went to church for discussion of christmas activities. 13.12.2014 and 24.12.2014.

we visited peace of home located at 11 miles on 13.12.2014 in the afternoon. we sang 4 songs to the old folks :) they are happy to see us!

we even had lucky draw with them :) we also brought some foods to share with them :)

may god bless the old folks and workers to stay positive and live their life happily :D

on the 24.12.2014, we performed a drama play in a shopping mall at church about Jesus. Who is Jesus? :)

Jesus is our saviour. He was born in Bethlehem. He came to this world to ful fill our life with love, joy, health, peace and happiness :D

On that night, we performed 8 songs. it took us 15 minutes to finish it. Overall, quite success because we had practices.

we also baked and decorated 500 butter cookies to distribute to our church friends as a christmas gift :) it was a great success!

we did it with our passion! team spirit is important too!

Praise the lord, hallelujah! all glory to our god on high!

i also had my final examinations in my college. it was hard. but i managed to answer. thanks god for his blessing! :)

i have also figured out that i spent too much penny this month. this is bad. shall control myself.

may god bless you all! have a wonderful 2015!

October & November 2014

在这两个月里，没什么特别的事发生。

只是在10月11号当天，我和学院朋友及老师去郊外一日游。

Annah Rais Hot Spring & Jong's Crocodile Farm.

讲真的，我是第一次去这两个地方。去了一次后，我就想要去第二次了！

尤其是Annah Rais Hot Spring. 它是泡温泉的休闲地方。那里的水温有分冷和热。

我当然是去玩冷水了！还好有带衣服，不然就不能全身浸在水里了哈哈。很好玩！

水温对我而言刚刚好。入门票也便宜。一个大人玩水一天才RM5.00。

我好想再去！可惜太远了！它坐落在Borneo Highland上去一点。我也不晓得正确地点。

而杨氏鳄鱼场对我而言没什么好看，因为我本身对动物不太有兴趣。

但是工作人员给鳄鱼喂食的那场画面很搞笑！看到它们一直在那儿把嘴巴开大大，只为了希望能够咬到肉肉！哈哈！

我也在户外郊游里认识了两位韩国人。他们好友善。英文也很流利。

聊了之后，才知道他们为了学习烹煮马来西亚餐，特地放下韩国的生活而搬迁到这里上课。

这种发奋图强的行为真是令人赞好！加油哦！

除了郊外活动，就是做assignment. 令人头痛及伤脑筋的功课！我恨死你！我讨厌你！

由于有些功课是分组的，所以有时候被逼留下来。和朋友一起商讨。

很讨厌留下来，因为组队不合作。叫我们留下来可是自己却不遵守诺言。最不喜欢这类型的人！过分！

除此之外，我不喜欢别人拿我当好处！不要我时就把我抛开一边！嘿！我不是你的备胎！

自己的东西请你自己做！别把我当好人！我没你想象中那么好！我是很坏的！

individual report 要写1000个字。你说你没有概念要写什么，好的。

没关系。我给你一些概念让你自己去想该怎么扩充。我给你了，你又问我该怎么翻译。

还要我一个一个去翻译。而且还要我帮你想怎么样扩充。天啊！很像我不用做我的东西，反而专门坐下来等你的问题。

我想告诉你，我呸！我的时间不是你的！

看你这样花了大把时间休息吃饭冲凉，晚上做完一切快10点时，你就立马信息我说，我现在开始了或我现在要继续做了。。你可以帮我吗？

那一刹那，我好想说，我要睡觉了！如果我可以拒绝你，那该多好！废人！自己的脑袋不用！不要当个废材，行吗？！

接下来，11月14号当天有个presentation. 这是becoming an EC professional科目的第一次presentation.

老师的要求也很高。在这之前，我们已商讨及尽最大的能力去准备。可惜，最终得到的结果是要重做。

所谓万事具备，只欠东风。老师说我们缺乏一位老师应该拥有的热诚。Passion. 为什么要当一位学前教育的老师？是什么东西让我们想象往这个科系？

我才发觉。原来，当我们选择自己向往的科系时，就得清楚地问自己，为什么想要念？是什么东西推动我们去念？

当我们在做任何决定时，都得清楚地考虑其后果。否则，后悔的只有自己。

于是， 经过老师的教训后，我们就下定决心，努力找出自己的热诚。如果找不到，可以向老师讨教。

虽然过程很辛苦，但后来的presentation，我们成功了！感谢赞美主！

Life ~

hey blog. it has been three weeks away since i last get my blog updated.

before i commence, i would like to say something about my life now. I AM FREEEE!

not working in that tuition anymore! like finally, everything has relieved :D alleluia!

i am free at night where i can go shopping with my family, having dinner with the people i like and etc.

but i am kind of missing every people over there. especially my students. i wonder how do they behave now.

i am glad that when i go to shopping mall, they saw me and they will pat my back to call me 'gwen lao shi'.

i am so happy. i am so touched. they are polite! praise the lord!

may god bless these little kids to live their life happily, having the childhood that every child should have.

i miss you all :') please be well-behaved without me :)

on 26th September, we had presentation in class.

a presentation which supposed to be about metaphor that we have written.

but it doesn't. lecturer gave us the questions : 5 things you like about yourself and 5 things you dislike about yourself .

some of my classmates cried when they talk about  their family and sort of.

while me, i talked about my past. i shared with them that life still goes on no matter what had happened.

never stop yourself crying or hiding yourself at a corner when something doesn't go right or you get bullied and etc.

but after that , remember that your life still goes on. try to let it go. you will feel better. you will be happier :)

do not ever hide yourself for a long time because it will only make your life worst, you will feel that everyone is looking down at you or whatever.

although the scar cannot removed from your mind or heart, it's okay. don't try to think about it if you can.

you can take that scar as a lesson or motivation, encourage yourself to live a happy life. :D

don't take other's cross on your shoulder. don't take other people's problem as one of your burden. it will only make your life stressful.

you can say i am proud to say something that everyone should do.

but when you face the situation like me, then you will understand.

besides, i will never forget my 18th birthday! especially the surprise that my brother prepared for me albeit he is in melbourne!

he asked his friends to get me my favourite cake by giving me a surprise at my house!

it's really out of my expectation! thanks so much, koko! i love you! <3 <3

received a lot of gifts that day. phone case, chocolates, shirts and red packets.

although quite little, i still appreciate them though. be thankful and grateful :')

never know secret recipe's oreo cheese cake is tasty! not that sweet for oreo and geli for the cheese too!

thank you so much! love you all. xoxo. god bless you all hehe :D

finally done my assignment for observation and assessment for young children ._. more to come ._.

assignments, i hate you T.T candidly, if i were to choose, i still prefer tutorial activities and high school's homework though!

after 3 months plus of college life, i managed to get along with all of my classmates.

they are friendly, funny and lovely although i ever predict that they will not be friend with me.

well. don't judge a book by it's cover :')

i am able to get along with them but still, communication's still a problem.

i am forced to speak BM with some of them. nah, it's okay. just, i need some improvement.

and and, i found out that recently, my life is all about food. i keep on cooking for my mum nowadays ._.

great that my mum said i have improved my cooking skills. praise the lord.

i must keep up the good work! it's a motivation for me XD

look like i have written so much today and i think i should stop now. so, ta-da.

stressful.

annyeong bloggiee. i am back. these few days were really bad for me.

i cried. i feel stress. i feel my life's meaningless. i feel that i am empty. i feel that i am useless.

i have a lot of things to post. about my tuition. i do not know why i am so stupid. foolish.

as you know, i am still working for my tuition since january till now.

january to september. 9 months plus. with unfair salary. the reason i endured until now is because my boss is my friend's mum.

i have to admit i am giving her face. but this is not right at all. it should not be like this.

i should gain whatever i have deserved. everyone told me this.

i have been teaching more than 2 classes per night but i was only paid for 1 class.

i have been asked by boss to work in the afternoon that i don't need to go but i was only paid for that 2 hours without higher salary.

i was asked not to angry when my boss tell me that one of my new colleague's salary is rm 25 per period due to living far away from tuition.

i was asked to rotan the students when they are not behaving well in class. i will only do it when the students didn't do my homeworks.

i was asked to find new teachers to work at night without any commission.

i was apologised by the person in charge at the end of the class because she scolded me in class. sorry. words are hurt. it's unforgivable.

i was asked to finish 3 lessons per night based on afternoon session's. if not, i will be scolded.

i was forced to bring back students' books to mark as i do not have time to mark them at tuition.

i was there at the centre when my boss use the thickest rotan to beat the students. i am shocked.

some of them even cried and stopped tuition after that. i am surprised.

i was sad for my students when they lodge complaints to me. but i can't do anything.

i was this , i was that .. there's so many things happened within 9 months and yet i just mum.

how can i? how can i be so patient for 9 months? aren't i am violence? why am I treated as a dog?

why did my boss take advantage on me? what's her purpose? can i just slap her?

can i just quit? but i can't give up my students :( i love this job very very much :(

my students trust me more than boss and person in charge :( i don't feel stress with them but sometimes their academic makes me stress . can i just leave? :(

i know if i leave now, means i am irresponsible :( but i cannot endure with it anymore :(

i wish i can talk to my boss. :( sadly, she said she doesn't know anything :( is she pretending? :(

can i get whatever i deserved? :( can i don't leave? :(

why i am so stupid? :(  can someone provide me courageous and brave-ness to talk to her? :(

i am afraid that i might shout in the middle during the talk if i can't control myself :(  i am violence :(

can i just die? :(

i feel that the world is unfair to me :(

i feel that everyone in the world is bullying me and trying to take advantage on me :(

i feel meaningless to continue my life :( i do not know what to do and i feel so stressful :( urgh :( :(

Goodbye, koko :')

hey blog, i am so down in the dump right now. but i feel happy too.

received a sudden news from a dearest friend of mine this morning. he is leaving soon. this sunday. 

sudden decision made by his mum this morning. he is going to further his studies in Miri. 

i have to admit that his mum is really a good mum because his mum puts high hope on him. 

his mum even insisted him to study in the best college or university. that's why until now he hasn't study yet. such a good mummy. 

here i am going to post something about everything between us. i mean whatever we have done.

i can remember a lot of things especially when comes to my besties. i even took down in my diary.

because they are important to me.

let us now turn our clock back to 2010. hehe.

i bet this was the first year we met each other. at tuition. but that doesn't mean we will know each other.

i do not know how did we start our first conversation and ended up become friends.

*sigh*

we were leo club members and we joined a programme at swinburne. i forgot what's the purpose.

nevermind. we were like chit-chatting through phone all day long LOL

now move to 2011. hehe.  i realised he's actually a bookworm .____.

nothing special happened this year. if there is, perhaps i forgot?

just, we promised each other to get straight A in PMR but i failed to fulfill the promise. he did.

congratulations! :D he wanted to get note 1 after pmr results but he didn't. haha.

we talked a lot about the phone which just released on that year.

we also discussed about sejarah project at tuition. haha. we copied each other's answers. XD

it's about MBKS or DBKU, we can choose either one. to be honest, these theme is super easy.

oh ya! he came to my house during pbk seminar right after ITC literature class.

i gave him tiramisu cake. he loved it. hahah. never had this expectation before.

he was actually thinking to leave kuching at the end of the year but ended up didn't due to don't know why. forgot.

life continued.. couldn't really remember what have we chatted about.. haha. didn't get to take down 2011's.

just normal lifestyle. looking forward to 2012.

Samsung galaxy s3, he found that the shape is grotesque. so he didn't want to get that phone.

after he searched the speculations of s3, only then he starts to like it. LOL

everyday chatted about that phone and he's like a kid, waiting for a new toy to release ._.

keep on blahblahblah about the phone. everyday like a kid complain here and there ._.

ended up he got it. like finally, he can keep his mouth shut with that new toy XD

he is a sleeping walker O.O i was shocked. >< but nevermind. none of my business :P

hmmmm.. we even talked about our moral project. he told me he has no idea how to do the moral project.

then i was suggesting him to tie a pile of newspapers and pretend it to be recycled.

he was like, oh ya hor! then i was like, .____. .

during composition examination, our title was meeting a celebrity.

he wrote love story with taylor swift. 1000 plus words o.O well, I love that story. interesting.

i can still remember the story line LOL

hmmmmmm.. what else happened in this year ah? i don't think there is.

okay move on to 2013. SPM year. a tough year for us.

together we spam each other everyday for don't know what is it, i can say they are craps XD

miss leong kept on shooting him that he will not be able to get good result for english.

he's like down in the dump and keep blaming himself : ''why like that? i can do better, right? :| ''

actually i have to thank him for switching his english class to friday although he registered tuesday class due to chinese class on friday.

if he didn't change, i bet we won't be able to meet each other like every week.

life goes on.. craps again.. haha we do chat about craps everyday. hehe.

at the end of may,  we quarrelled so hard until our friendships is ended ._.

i was very upset and sad. i even cried that what have i done? why does our friendship just gone that way?

i prayed that our friendship will come back again and it's really comes back! praise the lord :)

i think i won't be able to forget this incident. it's a scar in my heart although we are still friends.

both of us were so scared with plkn results lol. but luckily we are not selected.

thanks for helping me to check in the midnight!

during pra spm, he almost wakes me up everyday lol. getting tips from friends and share with each other.

life goes on.. craps again.. nothing special happened...

let's move on to this year. hahahah. this year is the most craziest year, i bet. hahaha.

but i m not going to say as i am a little bossy if i keep on saying.

thank you for speaking English with me. sorry if my english is kind of broken sometimes.

thank you for being there for me as a friend when i have problems.

thank you for treating me as your only confidante. not everyone has the chance.

thank you for treating me as your friend all these while although we were not in the same school.

thank you for chatting craps with me for everyday although we don't know what are we talking about.

thank you for sharing piles of knowledges with me even though it's not related to my course.

thank you for being a listener and gives me advices.

thank you for listening to my craps although they are annoying.

thank you for correcting my mistakes no matter they are grammar, my behaviour or what.

thank you for this and that. overall, i just want to say thank you for everything hahaha :P

now, you're growing up. living a new lifestyle out there.

i hope that you will study super duper hard to obtain the scholarship and i know you will.

i hope that you will look after yourselves especially wallet, laptop, powerbank because you are forgetful.

i hope that you will never forget your friends here. Don't forget old friends when you have new one.

i hope that you won't make your parents disappointed as they have prepared so much for you and i know you won't.

i hope that you will be more independent like you said. Be more alert although it's in Sarawak.

We do not know what will be happened. But to stay alert.

Remember that I will always be here for you when you have problems. :)

May god bless you always. Calm yourself down when you are afraid :)

Okay liao, should stop here now. Otherwise you will cry hahahaha.

STUDY HARD YEAHHHH! :D GOOD LUCKK!!! :D KEEP IN TOUCH!! :D

为自己骄傲

下午好! 天气很好。不会太热。温度刚刚好。

看见今天的标题了吗？为自己骄傲？我为什么会为自己骄傲呀？ 

原因很简单。因为我拥有虽然很严肃但却很有成就感的家庭教育！

我不得不承认我的家庭教育比外面家庭的教育来得严肃。真的严肃地折磨人。

我爸妈的家庭教育包括了许多例如头发，餐桌礼仪，储蓄的重要性，电话，探望人家／招待客人的方法，懂得礼尚往来，好好做家务，尊敬别人的隐私等等。

头发 

还记得小时候的我常常与妈妈翻脸因为她不肯我留长发。他就不停地骂我说我留长发不好   

看，还有不剪头发的话，头上的的头发像长一堆草。还有头发遮挡额头等于没有阳光，会倒霉。结果我发脾气不理他。剪头发时整天脸黑脸臭。但现在长大了，我可以留长发了。我不再怨恨了。她需要我剪时我就必定会去。妈妈，谢谢你的提醒。

餐桌礼仪

小时候到现在的我都会用筷子一边指人一边聊天，妈妈就会叫我放下。她说拿筷子指人不好看，很没有礼貌。还有就是不可以用筷子或汤匙敲打碗碟。没礼貌的行为。吃东西时尽量不要弄得到处都是。要保持仪态。吃东西时也要慢条斯理，不可狼吞虎咽。

储蓄的重要性

这是我必须要强调的。妈妈从小就为我们开一个银行户口并栽培我们要存钱，以应付燃眉之急。妈妈的训练，让今天的我早已学会如何储蓄。什么时候该花钱，什么时候却不应该。如果一个奢侈品不会说很重要，就尽量不要买。毕竟现在的东西价格都喊涨，再不存钱的话，将来怎么样过日子？对不对？

电话

妈妈总是看到我低头玩电话，玩信息或一大堆。就开始讲我不要整天握着电话和人家玩信息。会给人家一个印象以为我是妓女一样。在等人家的生意。我知道我喜欢玩电话，但我也要懂得和家人沟通沟通，好好陪伴他们一起玩乐。适可而止地玩电话就好了。

探望人家／招待客人的方法

探望人家时，如果可以，少玩电话还有就是不要讲太多话。因为讲多错多，适可而止就好。尽量少吃少喝，不然给人家说我们是贪吃鬼。除非是他们邀请我们一定要大吃大喝。同样的，客人来我们家时，我们必须陪着他们。不要让他们闲着，人家特地来我们而我们却忽略他们，请问有礼貌吗？如果我们去人家时，人家也这样对待我们，你会怎么样想？ 

懂得礼尚往来

如果你不懂得如何回礼，就尽量少收人家的礼物。因为这是一种情，一定要还的。不可以贪心。特别是跟你无亲无故的人。我们做人一定要懂得礼尚往来。万万不可以贪，否则丢脸的是你自己。做人也不可以那么小器，自私，吝啬，要时时刻刻和别人分享比如食物，开心的事。不然没有人愿意和我们交流。

不可目中无人

一个人读书不管再厉害也好，你的态度却很不好，都没有人会喜欢的。也不可以骄傲，一定要把长辈前辈晚辈放在眼里。时时刻刻都要记得‘尊敬’这个字词。不可看不起别人，因为他们只是不幸运。反而，我们应该感恩。我们也要守望相助。帮助他人。

好好做家务

妈妈常常说做什么东西都要顺手，这样就不必做两次工。做家务也有技巧。比如折／晾／晒衣服，扫地抹地，洗米煮饭等等样样都有各自的技巧。在这些方面，妈妈都很严厉地纠正我该怎么样做，才不会弄得一团糟或不像样。还有别把家里弄得乱七八糟，不然要花时间来整理。很浪费时间。要常常把家里弄得整整齐齐，看的人也会开心及对我们留下一个好印象。

尊敬别人的隐私

当别人告诉你他／她的隐私时，妈妈和爸爸说千万不可以到处去宣扬。这样的话，人家以后有什么事情不敢再告诉你了。人家是相信你才会告诉你。而你却成为了大喇叭，还会有谁敢接近你，告诉所有的一切？不尊敬别人的隐私也会让自己失去朋友的。因为人家不喜欢大喇叭的朋友，整天把别人的隐私宣传出去。

好了。应该只有这些。但还有更多，一时记不起来。我的家庭教育只有两个方式，藤条和嘴巴不停地念。稍微做错一点事，就念个不停，简直唠叨得半死。可是没有他们，就没有今天的我和哥哥！感到很感激可以拥有这么严厉的父母。谢谢你，爸爸妈妈，我爱你们。谢谢你们的教诲，我永不忘记。

读者，也许你们会认为我在自夸，但我不介意。因为这是我应得的。我要把我的骄傲与你们分享。希望你们从中学习并改进自己的态度。说真的，看着你们有些人的态度让我很讨厌，让我认为你们是个没家教的孩子。

伪装坚强

我的心正在落泪，我欺骗了我的妈妈。

她问我为什么今天吃午餐时没有人陪？我骗她说全部放我飞机。

她问我做么会这样？我答不出来。

这已经不是第一次了！因为事实上的我在这间学校没有朋友！

只是打声招呼就好了。没有一个真正的朋友！我很累很累。每天独自个儿的在班上。

我在想，我到底有那么难相处吗？我一直像平常一样处处忍让，什么都以他们的意见为先。

但我就是不知道为什么她们很像很怕我似的？处处避开我？我做错了什么？

现在一个人孤零零地坐在餐馆写部落格，而眼泪落下了。第一次在外哭泣。

我真的真的不明白我到底做错了什么？还是我真的真的很难相处？

妈妈刚刚打电话问我和谁吃，现在又信息我叫我问朋友为何放我飞机。

我不懂该怎么问！

不敢告诉妈妈真相因为我不想她担心我。她在我小时候因为我被欺负而担心到现在。

但，我却没有人好诉苦。我好想离开。可以吗？我真的很累。不想每天独自个儿的。

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你看看。马航航空公司又发生事情了。这次是马来西亚时间7月17日被发现。航班是MH17。

而上一次的MH370是在3月8号被发现与雷达失去联系，但若真正时间不见的话，应该是7号。

不觉得7号这个号码很衰吗？不见或被炸死的航班都一定有7的号码。

这次的航班怀疑是被导弹射中而爆炸，全体灭亡。为什么？！为什么要伤害无辜呀？

这一切到底是谁的错误呀？我爸怀疑和穆斯林有关。因为被炸的地方是穆士林国家。

有没有那么巧啊？！这样的空难可不可以不要频频发生？！

今年航空空难啦，飞机滑落跑道啦，飞机紧急降落啦，飞机这个那个啦，频频发生！

几乎每个月都会有一宗，而且还是全世界._. 

【马航MH17被击落】找到黑箱了

路透社援引俄塔社消息，乌克兰东部民间武装声称，他们已经找到了坠毁的马航MH17航班的黑匣子。

此外，乌克兰总统认为，坠机事件是一次恐怖活动。乌克兰东部武装领导人说，客机是由乌克兰政府军击落。俄罗斯强调，该国没有击落客机。

美国总统奥巴马则形容，这是巨大灾难。

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怀疑是恐怖活动😱 我的天呀！有没有搞错？！这一切都是冲着谁来的？！

但愿死者安息，家人能早点振作起来。天父爸爸保佑你们，降幅你们。

Yeah Yeah! XDXD

hello bloggie. i am now in segi college having class. but it's blackout at level 3 so we have to wait.

i kinda dislike people who never speak up their voice. how to attract attention? aduhh..

well. i don't care. one thing i care is i finally can drive! woohoo!

you know what? i was very nervous since few days before driving exam. because of my skills ><

my skill in driving is totally lousy. i have never thought that i will pass.

i would like to surrender all of my achievement to the Abba Father and his son, Lord Jesus.

without their blessings, i guess i won't be able to pass because i did not really follow the rules.

praise the lord! hallelujah! :DD our god is an awesome god, so does his son, lord jesus! :))

for your information, i had 15 to 18 times of driving lesson ><

sounds like i am really don't know how to drive /: i know that's sucks.

now here i am. finally! yoohoo!!! going to pratice at home for a few weeks or month?

only then i drive out alone! time to search for nice foods since i can drive! yahoooo!! hehe

can't wait for my driving license. i hope it's in my hand now haha. i am impatient :P

I don't know what title /.\

annyeong bloggie. i just came back from sabah two days ago. it was fun.

11 family members from sibu and kuching flew to sabah. sounds like a tour going for a holiday haha.

we went to ranau to attend a wedding dinner of my cousin's. congrats and happy wedding! :)

got to play with my naughty niece xD had a lot of fun with that little girl.

at the same time, i am observing every single of her actions and reactions as it might be useful to me.

one thing i want to say about maswings. please upgrade your meal when the flight exceeds 1 hour.

don't just offer sandwich when the duration of flight is 1 hour 30 minutes. not full at all -.-

please offer main course such as noodles or rices with fruit and bun like how malaysia airlines does.

i have been rushing my poster with my teammate these two days early in the morning at school.

it's real tiring as i do not have time to rest since the day i touched down kuching. finally i am done.

i started to feel that it's very tired to study and work. hardly have time to rest. urghhhh. :|

oh ya! i have bought a macbook air. before i get it, i was considering asus and macbook.

attracted by asus and macbook as both of these laptop have their own advantages. a lot of people suggested.

ended up i went to buy macbook as the battery life can last up to 12 hours and it's really true.

started to love macbook haha but sad to say that i can't download qvod player :( grrrr.

next, life in college. so far so good but i really do not know how to communicate with my classmates.

i mean those who are not chinese. i speak BM to them but they seems like don't understand.

when i change bm into english, that's even worst -.- don't know what language to use -.-

i hate presentation and also doing assignment in group. @.@!!!! ISHHHHHH.

my brother is going to australia on 15 july 2014 for one year. student exchange programme.

i am going to be alone because i only have one sibling. i am going to miss him a lot and a lot.

i pray that he will be doing fine in australia especially his safety. parents are kinda worrying his safety.

he is going to be alone living in a hostel. hope he can look after himself as he is very forgetful.

always forget where did he keep his wallet. i will go and find him next year. still planning.

hope i have at least two weeks of holiday on may 2015 because it is winter! i want to fly there during winter! :))

my dear irene and fang fang, i am sorry that i couldn't pick a time to farewell you guys.

i pray that both of you will be fine in respective state. never forget us yeah.

study hard to achieve your dream! god bless you two! :)

okay. let me call a halt here. bye. adios. jalgayeo.

RANDOM

hey blog, i am back. there's a lot of things i want to post into my blog before i come here today.

i have been busying since 4th june. let me take a few minutes to list them down.

first i had my orientation in the college where i have registered.

it was pretty fun and i met some new friends. the people over there are very funny XD

some of them were from other states. welcome to sarawak! :D

next, booking air ticket to sabah on 20th june and will be back on 22nd june.

return flight is different from parents. for the first time. the last time i went to sabah was on 2 years ago.

attending wedding dinner of cousin's. ten more days from now. yoohoo.

next, Easter Rally!! wow. the programmes were quite packed!!

i love it although i keep on complaining that i am sleepy haha. love the music ministry!

they have a great voice where god has given to them . they brought everyone of us into the music .

they also asked us not to forget to worship jesus by kneeling, standing, shouting, lifting up our hands, singing and dancing. :)

for the first time i joined er and i was lucky to be selected by the servants to offer the communion during the presentation of gifts :)

for the first time i cried for almost 20 minutes during the healing session. god has healed my wound.

in this er, i have learnt a lot of things from the guest speakers about real love, true worship, the power of god, he is the one, wearing a mask to hide our true feelings and etc.

they gave me goosebumps in their talk . they even helped us in receiving the holy spirit from jesus.

their talks are full of laughters . all of us enjoyed the talk. thank you to each and everyone of you!

i swear i am going to join it again next year! :))

later, i started my college life yesterday. i have to say that the lecturer is very boring. i couldn't catch her ball.

don't know what is she talking about. ahhh. hate it. hope today's lecturer will be funny. please ><

received a shocking news today. a relative of mine has passed away by committing suicide.

he is studying PhD though . probably due to stress that made him choose to die?maybe.

i always see him in church like every week. last saturday i didn't go because i was in ER.

just one time i didn't go to church, i cannot see him anymore . :( koko, may your soul rest in peace.

hope his family will stay strong and may the lord jesus be with them always.

may god bless all of the people in the world! :) bye!

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hey blog. i am back.  read one of my friend's blog just now.

a post about church he went to. he enjoyed. great. may god nurture you with his blessing.

now, i can't wait for mine! june, please come extra faster!

ER - Easter Rally! i can't wait for this! an annual activity that i have been waiting for!

i wanted to join this activity so badly before this but i have exams! ish! only had the chance to join their concert on the third day.

so, here we go! finally, i am able to join the full package of ER! i can't wait for the youth conference!

the theme for this year is receive the holy spirit. wow. amazing theme.

thanks god for creating a bunch of Empowered Ministry servants to organise this big event every year right after easter :)

without them, we, the catholic won't be able to join this event to understand god :)

not only ER, two more! year end christian camp and christmas parade!

all these 3 activities are annual activities that i must join! laughters everywhere!

together we share the words of god to each other and also everyone around us. together we pray.

together we sing, shout, feel the holy spirit and play. thanks god for his grace!

i hope christian camp will be held for 4 days 3 nights! hope it will be at other place but not kuching :P

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now i am going to say something. really.

hey. when i didn't say anything, doesn't mean that i don't know what's going on.

hey. when i didn't say anything, doesn't mean that i don't have any feeling.

hey. when i didn't say anything, doesn't mean that my endurance level has not reached.

i don't care who you people are. i am a human. a human that lives her life normally.

so, don't ever try to ruin my day. or else, you will be out of my good book. :)

bye ~

女人不是容易当的。

痛！痛！痛死我了！

我的大姨妈呀，你可以别欺负我吗？

这次的大姨妈令我很不舒服。肚子不停的痛。

都怪自己不好，因为天气热，每天吃冷饮。

没好好照顾自己的身子。

明知道大姨妈快来了还拼命喝冷饮。

没办法，我太爱吃了。不，应该说贪吃才对。

还好是第五或六次。下不为例了。

话说回来，女人真的没那么容易当。

女人为了一切而付出了很多。

为了保护子宫，女人就得常常喝热饮以保暖子宫不让它着凉。

以免在大姨妈时疼痛。还有延续后代的唯一道路。

每个月都要经过这种痛，不是那么容易的。

而且还要熬过三到七日才能免。唉。。

别以为卫生棉很便宜，其实很贵的。还要买一辈子。

为了顺顺利利地生下孩子，女人们再爱美都会牺牲自己去把孩子生下。

生产过程比大姨妈疼痛的程度还要高很多很多。

不是一般人能够接受的。更何况是剖腹产。

身体挨一刀，怎么样都会不好看了。留下刀疤。

女人的日常生活用品比男人多很多。

比如内衣，卫生内裤及卫生棉等等。这三样是女人们一辈子不可缺少的。很贵的。

男人们，请好好爱你的婆婆外婆姨姨姑姑婶婶及你的女人！别让她们受伤害呀！

请理解她们的心情！别因为她们情绪化而责骂她们！她们也不想的！

女人们，请好好对待自己！千万别伤害自己的子宫！否则就无法延续后代呀！

（其实，我有想过下辈子不当女人。）

永远的画面

早啊早。美好的早晨。昨天在家收到了一封信。来自斯威本。

哥哥应该是被选中了！恭喜你！终于可以离开这里，到国外去看看这世界。

希望你能够真的被选中（我的直觉告诉我你会被选中）！加油啊！

若你真的被选中，你就要离开这个家一年，去澳洲。说真的，我不知该高兴还是伤心才好。

只希望你一切平安，好好享受。别忘记我和家人的手信哈哈。

你我从小到大一起生活的点点滴滴会留在我的脑海里。并把他们转换为永远的画面：）

还有还有，另外一个很重要的哥哥。虽然他正在等学校的答案，但我真的希望他会被选中。

毕竟他的大马教育文凭考试都取得全科甲等，不能进入理想的学校继续深造还真奇怪呢。

哥哥，看这里。祝福你加油。妹妹我，永远成为你的支持者。

希望能看见你成功。也希望你能赶紧找个女朋友！

谢谢你像喇叭一样不停的关心我。谢谢你像指导老师一样不停的给我忠告。

太多东西要谢谢。长话短说。废话少说。

你的心灵，我收到了！妹妹我，答应你，有朝一日，我一定到你那里去探望你，吵死你！

要记得，有什么事情发生的话，别忘记找我。至少能够成为你的出气筒。

别埋在心里。那种感觉真的很不好受。希望你一切平安。能够早日适应那里的环境。

答应我，你回来时，一定要找我出去疯一疯！或吃顿饭聚一聚！

你我相处以来的画面我永远都不会忘记。加油！保重！

Craziest Day :D :)

hello blog. i am back again. as usual. haha. it's may 4 today. wow. getting one month older again. :|

had a crazy time with brother today :) and today's the first time i hanged out with jun tat.

actually i was planning to hang out with brother only, but don't know why i will go and ask tat also.

i am not really close with tat because we only talk during cc and prefect's duty when we were in form 5.

that's really awkward and i know it :| really did a lot of crazy things with brother today.

first, we had cornetto ice cream. he ate two and i ate one.

then,  we had pizza as lunch. i have one drink. but he didn't. he was planning to skip lunch just for starbucks and chatime.

after pizza, we went to buy chatime. large size for us.

then, we bought popcorn again to bring into mbo. we were planning to buy small. but ala carte doesn't offer small. so large size again.

we have been eating for 4 to 5 hours. isn't that crazy?

some more the most we ate were cold foods >< and also everything is in large size. :|

and now my stomach is feeling uncomfortable. probably because i drank too much cold beverages today.

i hope it won't affect my period because i am afraid i may have period pain next week. (approximately next week)

well. really had too much cold foods today. i shall not eat cold foods anymore. be a good girl that always have to be.

we watched amazing spiderman together. 2 hours 30 minutes @.@

we talked with tat too. luckily we talked. otherwise the situation will be very awkward @.@

Thanks for everything! Enjoyed a lot! (:

Hope there will be Next time!

College, here i come! ;D

hello blog! i am so happy right now. none of the words could describe my current feeling.

yes. i am going to skip form six. like finally. i am able to get rid of form six. yoohoo.

i am going to study diploma in early childhood education in segi college. three years.

one step closer to my own dream. the dream that i have been wishing for since young.

one thing i like to be a teacher is because of a word. sharing. that's me. a person who loves sharing.

i want to share the best knowledge that i have to everyone in the world! especially kids! :)

i want to see them grow up, i want to tell them what is good and what's not, i want to see them success. i want to smile with them as they are godsend's angels, i want to talk to them like they are my friends!

i am so proud with myself when my students greeted me teacher every time they saw me outside the tuition or shopping malls!

i deserved it, right? :) thanks god for his grace! alleluia!

as you can see, there's a lot of things i can do with kids. they made my day. really.

no one is able to stop me from being a teacher though a lot of people said teacher has no gauntlets at all.

well, i don't think so. teachers do have gauntlets too :)

without teachers, how can the students success in their life?

without teachers, how can the parents teach their children if they are busy?

anyway, my course will be commencing on 9 june in the respective campus.

i am looking forward to it though there's a month plus to go! i hope it comes faster! haha!

i hope the lecturer is not strict and the lesson will goes smoothly without feeling bored. :P

and also the day trip visiting to kindy school. it's awesome to have this kind of trip in our lesson.

special thanks to mummy for giving me a helping hand in planning my future ;)

without you, i bet i won't be able to know anything about my future.

thanks for telling me that i am a big girl already when i have done registering the college.

yes, i am. i promise you i will be a good daughter like i always do and i will study hard to obtain the scholarship!

eddy the brother, thanks for giving me a lot of advices about college, form six, university though i know i am super thick and annoying. :)

appreciate those advices very much. useful. i am sorry if i keep on repeating the same thing.

it's 12:18 am in the morning. let me call a halt here.

good luck to all my friends who have started their uni life or are going to commence their uni life!

may all of you have a bright future! looking forward to see you all success in your life!

remember to study hard only then your dream can be full-filled! gambateh! :)) jia you!

Future?

annyeong bloggie. i am back. i am sad. i have lost my direction. 

i am not selected by institusi pengajian guru(IPG). :( probably due to my results. ishh. 

maybe this is god's decision? he doesn't want me to suffer teaching life in rural areas? i bet so. 

anyway, this won't stop me from trusting him for the rest of my life. (:  

i was thinking to study nursing in either ucsi, segi or sunway. but my dad is kind of disallowed. 

maybe he is afraid that i might get bullied? i am not sure. i am really hope that i can fulfil my own dream. 

teacher or nursing.

since i am not selected by government, then i will have to consider private college or university for teacher. so sad that only utar, segi and oum have this course :(  

utar only offer chinese based on the research i have made :( i don't want chinese laaaa.. 

oum only offer english and i don't want to be angmo :| only left segi. but a lot of people said not good. 

hmmmmmm... 

right now my mum asked me to go form six first . and if there's any chance, i can just go away to further my studies. 

i think that's what i can do now. though i know life in form six is going to be real tough. 

how i wish if i can skip form six. /.\ but i know i can't /.\ 

i have to work extremely harder than spm. i want to be the best! 

i believe i can! pray hard for the best (; may god bless all of my friends have a bright future! 

looking forward to see each and everyone of you success in your future! go everyone go! :D 

膝盖山二日游 Mount Singai Trip (05.04.2014-06.04.2014)

一个星期前的我才从膝盖山二日游回来。 在这两天里，我学习到了很多东西。

我对天主教的认识又更上一层楼。我要感谢指导员与团长主办了这项活动。

这是我人生第一次拜苦路。拜苦路是讲述主耶稣如何帮助我们除去罪恶而受难以拯救我们。

他因为要拯救我们的过程一路艰辛，被狠狠地鞭打，最后还被钉在十字架上。死而安葬。

门徒们利用石头把祂遮起来并加入了希望，善良与喜乐。第三日之后，耶稣复活了。

这就是耶稣受难日的由来。耶稣在第三日复活了之后便升了天，坐在天主父的右边。他要审判生者死者。

拜苦路的过程有十四处。每一处都是关于耶稣受难的过程。

从山下开始一路上一边念经一边爬一直到山顶。我爬到第五处就已经气喘呼呼了。

不停地休息喝水。觉得脚快要断了。可是凭着耶稣，我祷告了。不断对自己说声加油。也对团友说了。

皇天不负苦心人。终于抵达了！那一刹那的我好开心因为爬完了哈哈！

其实是爬楼梯。那些阶梯比黑风洞还要多几倍。膝盖山比云顶矮一点。想像一下，从山下爬到云顶。

到了那里，分配好房间后双手拿了生活用品之后往洗手间去。冲凉。可是没有一间是清洁的/：

没办法只好忍一忍。房间也没风扇。可是很凉。自然风。待大家冲凉吃饱后，我们的活动就开始了。

歌颂上主，阅读圣言和分享，念玫瑰经（rosary),茶会，念慈悲经(divine mercy), 观赏电影，歌唱敬拜，拍全体照等等。 

几乎每一餐都吃的比我想象中还要好。夜晚还有绿豆喝呢嘻嘻。

夜晚的天气很凉。自然凉。 一点都不热。 也不会说很冷。第一次感受到没风扇却那么凉的气氛。 

可是那边的发电机和蝉很吵-.- 抗议抗议哈哈 。 

吃宵夜时，在食堂里聊个天南地北。 好怀念啊！ 

灯熄了之后，翻身一会儿就这样睡着了 。不瞒你说，第二天早上，我是最迟起来的！

我真是一直猪！或许那地方太好睡了吧？洗刷之后，稍微把背包整理一下。 

吃了早餐，就去歌颂上主。之后阅读圣言与分享。最后才在活动室里进行拜苦路。

我们有分两次。一次是在山里面另一次是在活动室里拜苦路。在活动室里，不停地跪地板。一共跪了十四次（因为有十四处）。                   

之后就下山了咯。 只需二十分钟就到达山下了！耶！ 

就在我们要走之前，有个团员疯了！他竟然跑回山上第七处！害我们着急！讨厌！

去bau吃午餐。吃了午餐， 就分车回家。我的车里载了两个疯子。一路上不停地唱歌。好像情侣一样。

还不停地酸我！两个师弟师妹合起来欺负师姐！说什么团长喜欢我！还自己制造歌词讲我们！天啊！ 

总而来说，我非常喜欢这次的户外活动！好怀念！谢谢你们！我爱你们！希望还会有这样的活动！

Proud to be lintangians

Hey I am back again.

A post that I don't want to skip.

I have to say that I am super proud to be one of the student in smkbl.

Without this school, My English will never be so good.

I admit that My English is so terrible when I was Still in smkbkno.1.

Real terrible. Couldn't even understand what I was writing and speaking.

I can't deny that My English is getting better from the day I enter this school.

In My school, I am hardly to have the chance hearing people speaking Chinese.

I am also feeling great when I am able to read their essays. Their English is really awesome.

They can even make jokes with English. I love it.

The main communication language in My school are bahasa sarawak and English.

Day by day, I was forced to communicate with them Using english in school.

Now, My English have improved a lot.

I used to hate English as the ABCs make me so sleepy.

But now I don't. I love it instead!

I Hope I can communicate English with My friends But I know it's really weird.

Except Eddy and andrea chan. Thanks for offering me the chance to speak English with you all.

SPM Result

hey blog. i am back. finally i feel relieved. i have received my result yesterday.

i am shocked with my biology. i was praying and hoping that i want to pass this subject.

i was so nervous few days before. and yeah. God have answered my prayer.

not only passing biology, but i got c for it! that's totally unexpected! much more than what i want.

Praise the Lord! Alleluia! so sad that i got C grade for my chinese.

i mean, why every public exam, my chinese sure c? what happened to me? :(

does this really mean that i am sucks in chinese? i don't know.

overall. i am not that satisfied with my result though. anyway whatever i have done is done.

congratulations to all of my friends who have scored straight As! may all of you have a bright future!

my buddies too! they did so great! god bless you all.

now, i am busying with the application thingy.

i am really do hope that i am able to go into teacher's training college/ institusi pengajian guru (IPG).

praying real hard to go into the ipg. i hope i can go in. may god bless me (:

**frankly, i think that my english is much better than my chinese. i couldn't believe i am able to smack my english words to the manager of MBO cineplex's this morning. and i won the 'debate'. i would never know that my english is actually that fluent. is it because they are too timid? or i was too fierce until i won? my friend said i was very fierce. anyway, praise the lord. 

Sleepless night

Hey blog. I am back.

As usual, I am fine. I am nervous too.

Results coming out in less than 33 hours of time.

I can't sleep.

The result that will determine My future.

At the same Time, I am applying ipg via online. Under government.

I Hope My results won't betray me. Especially add maths and biology.

I shouldn't worry by now as I have Done the test.

I can't change anything even if I am nervous.

All I can do now is to Pray hard.

I Pray that God will give me the best result.

I Pray that I am able to go into ipg so that I can skip form six.

I love kids. They are godsend.

Angels to me. They won't harm us Though.

I treated Some of My students as My friends. They are friendly.

I love them. I Hope I am able to go into ipg.

I wish and I must! Lord god, Please help me!

I Hope My hard work paid off. :/

19.02.2014 - 28.02.2014 :)

hello blog. i am back. decided to update a post on my blog today. it's saturday. so yeah. i am home. 

let me grab this chance to throwback what i have done since feb of 19 to the last day of february. 28. 

-19.02.2014- 

i had my operation today. i was so nervous the day before. i was worrying the pain. i couldn't imagine if i would cry during operation. thousand of questions came into my mind just because i am nervous. i have no idea what to do to calm myself down except listening to musics. i was trying not to think of the date but i failed. i mean i should not take this surgery as a huge surgery. i just couldn't stop myself thinking too much. thanks for the encouragement from relatives and friends. i appreciated them a lot. 

the moment i stepped into the clinic, the first thing i do is rushing to the toilet. baking cake. due to nervous, the faeces that came out is yellowish which means i am unhealthy. but i think it's because of tension. >.< i had 3 injection for anaesthesia. that's really killing me. it's so painful! i cried! i know i am not a brave girl huh? :| that's really ashamed. i have undergone that operation for an hour and thirty minutes. i felt nothing when the dentist start operation right after anaesthetic. i didn't cry during operation :) all i did in that one hour and thirty minutes was looking at the ceiling and day dreaming. 

think of god. ask for his power to let me calm down. :) thanks god! after the surgery, i couldn't swallow anything except porridge. i couldn't brush my teeth. i couldn't smile also. the dentist did not sew my wound. i have to keep on gargling my mouth with the ''healing fast'' that the nurse gave to me. it's painful when i gargle and smile :( i didn't go to tuition for three days since today. sick leave :)

-20.02.2014 and 21.02.2014- 

Nothing special these two days. i have spent my sick leave at home. doing nothing. it's really bored to death. i have no idea how did i manage to survive these two days. :| i miss my students. i was thinking  are they behaving well or not in tuition. my wound is still painful though. used boiled water to gargle my mouth. not able to use tap water as it's contaminated. i don't want to use tap water as it might make my wound inflamed. i hate inflammation. really scared the hell of me. cause if i am inflamed, i have to suffer the pain up to few days :( can't talk, eat, move here and there. just imagine if your mouth is inflamed. 

-22.02.2014- 

received a good new from friend. finally his parents allow him to open a bank account! it's good to save money. at least we can use that saving to deal with urgent or emergencies. isn't it? i am glad that my mum have trained me and my brother since young. it's undeniable that i have the habit of saving money nowadays. i can even save them in different places like public bank, epf and public mutual. thanks god that i have a mum that trained me to save money. (: people out there, do save your money yea! we can't predict that we still have money when we are getting older! save it to overcome any circumstances! :) went to the spring for movie. not really a great movie because i don't think there's any story inside. went back home at the midnight which i hate the most. :( 

-23.02.2014- 

tuition replacement. as usual. students make me laughed. my wound is pain. urghhhhh. 

 

-24.02.2014 to 27.02.2014- 

nothing happened. just tuition. having fun with students. awesome. i have also started helping students to do their revision since the exam is impending. besides, dramas. finished one drama with family. worth to watch!!! hahaha. i am forever hong kong drama's fans! hehe. but my cantonese isn't that fluent yet :( :\ i have to improve my cantonese! it's a must! 

-28.02.2014- 

brother went to singapore this morning. decided to play his laptop since he's not around but unfortunately, he brought his laptop to singapore. hopefully he will get me the shoes that i have been waiting for years! good luck in his marathon too! :) i got my basket today. it's look pretty and nature. blue in colour. favourite colour! it gave me an impression that nature is still exists. the design of the sewing is creative too. added some sponge on it and makes me feel like it's a cushion. credits to penny chin's mum! thanks!! :DD i love it! today is also the last day of february. times dashes real fast.   spm result is going to release. i am super duper nervous :( hope i can pass all. 

Happy Chap Goh Mei (:

Hello there. It's the midnight of 15 February. Here I am to update my blog.

14 February.  A meaningful date to remember. Valentine day.

It crashed with chap goh mei. There's a fairy tale saying that Chap goh mei will crushed with Valentine day after 19 years.

Well, I am not sure about this. I have celebrated my last day of cny with family by having alfresco.

It's also my buddy's birthday too. Hey. Happy birthday! Old liao oh XD

Hope you get straight a plus and I know you will do!  :D

A really great buddy. Quiet from the appearance but crazy inside the heart.

Don't judge a book by it's cover yeah.

Hmmm. Was having one day off due to chap goh mei and Just one day, I have already smelt the boredom. Omg.

Another important thing is Taylor's coming to Malaysia! Omggg!

Concert Of one of my favourite celebrity is helding in Malaysia! Once ina life time!

I love Her a lot! Amazing. Soft. Talented. Awesome. Gorgeous. Belle.

Sad that I can't go to her concert  :( RED TOUR!

I wish I can go but I know my mum definitely won't allow.

And I do not have any companion that is close with me except Eddy.

The rest of my friends have their own gangs and I m not close with them.

Should I join them? I don't know.

Urgh. The ticket will only available on March. I hope the prices are reasonable.

Pray that parents will allow though.

你还记得你有家吗？

你还记得你有家吗？

你怎么可以为了一整班猪朋狗友及从外国回来度假的女人而变了？

整天只会往外跑。为了去找她或你朋友。

你可知道，你所做的一切很令人伤心吗？尤其是怀胎十月辛辛苦苦把你带来这个世界的母亲。

你还记得她的存在吗？你也还记得她的教诲吗？你还记得她的道理吗？

你可知道，现在家里最生气的就是她了。气你随便带女人回家。气你早出晚归。

还有你的父亲。你还记得他吗？你可知道，父亲已经不想骂你了。因为他知道你是不会听的。

最可怜的是你唯一的妹妹。被逼要当母亲的间谍及你们的中间人。你有想过我的感受吗？

你以为我很喜欢这样做吗？你知不知道，我很幸福因为可以有个当我保镖的哥哥。

时时刻刻给我教诲，虽然很烦。我也把它们都听进耳里。

你呢？何时才会想到及记得自己有个家？为什么我的哥哥可以变成这个样子？

要不是我发现了那个秘密，我还不敢相信我哥哥会做这样的事情。

想一想，这个农历新年，你有哪一天是在家的？有哪一天是晚上九点前回的？只会把我和母亲丢在家里。

你可知道，母亲日日夜夜时间到了还不睡觉就是因为要等你的归来吗？你还记得你的家吗？

你还记得你的家庭成员吗？你何时才会反省？可以不要再搞砸了吗？

Memorable Day :D

i am back again. hehe. requested by brother to update my blog :P

hahah. had a great and awesome day today with my lovely brother. 

i was told that he is coming at ten in the morning. with daphne. visiting. 

out of the blue,  our plan got postponed when he told me he has to go to the temple for certain ceremony. 

two temple. so i wait. was very boring when i was waiting for their arrival. 

i thought he will put me aeroplane when he told me he's going to the temple until twelve or one. 

he was keeping on saying sorry to me and ask for my forgiveness. what to do? 

i just wait. keep on asking him to be faster. 

as the time getting later, i couldn't wait anymore and i ask him to treat me lunch hahah. 

he said sure but just half of the payment :| haha. not bad lah. 

he came to my house straight after those ceremony. without going back when he said he want to. 

aww.. so good :') thanks for coming straight after going to the temple :) 

then a family suddenly appeared in front of my house and i do not what to do but just to face them outside while he's alone inside my house. 

i feel very impolite and unrespect when i just threw him alone without serving him. :( 

luckily that family gone after that. hahah. 

we drink and eat and talk while waiting for the arrival of daphne. and talk again when she came. 

i passed the birthday gifts to him. hope he will like and appreciate them. 

took group photos at my house and also daphne's . my mum talked a lot to them and he said he like it. 

i was like , seriously? i thought my mum's annoying.. hahaha >< 

went to the spring with him after that.

we went to watson to help his mum to get loreal facial stuffs first.

then, only then we start walking up and down for screen protector and movie ticket. 

screen protector for S3 costs rm38 @.@ that's really expensive! 

wanted to watch movie so we went to the mbo cinema but realised there's myriad of people >< 

we are kind of lazy. so we didn't wait and straight go away. 

go to sushi king. but too many people again. queueing up. lazy to queue also. so go to see sakae sushi. 

too many people again. and it doesn't seem to be delicious. 

our final decision is kenny rogers roaster. we went there. i was flabbergasted when he told me he had never eaten at kenny rogers before. 

SERIOUSLY? haha. we ordered the same thing but different side dishes and drinks. 

our table neighbours were too noisy :( 

he got my phone and read my messages . ADUHH. no manner :P 

he opened those gifts i have given to him. woah. he love them . haha. unexpected >< 

hope you really like it! XD chit-chat about craps, eating, phone calls and etc when we were in KRR. 

the most funniest thing was we accidentally dirtied our trousers together lol

selfies too. realised he has lots of patterns when taking photos. i mean have to see what kind of friends. hahah. 

if stranger-kind, sure no emotion. but fierce. haha! 

fyi, our lunch cost us rm72! walaooooo . very paiseh >< i only spend rm18 >< the rest he pay.  aisi lor >< 

i was so daring. ask him pay the rest when i just take rm18 out of my purse cause i do not have small notes. 

MIANHAE! I AM VERY SORRY! 

but honestly the government tax and service charge very expensive. really expensive. 

thanks for the lunch treat! very paiseh you have to pay too much for me! haha :) 

too bad you went back home too early :| hope there will be next time :DD 

hope you will love the gifts! enjoy them ya! :3 

good luck in your job interviews too! hope to receive good news from you tomorrow! :)  

god bless you always, brother ! <3 

03.02.2014 :)

annyeonghaseyo. bonjour. hello. hi. halo. apa khabar? :)

it's has been a month plus ago since i had my blog updated. i am sorry. mianhae.

gone through many things within this one and a half month.

went to taiwan with family on 24.12.2013 to 31.12.2013.  kinda fun. freezing too.

prices over there are quite reasonable compared to malaysia. got to eat a lot of delicious food xD

no wonder my tour guide keep on saying that the major reason tourists visit taiwan just to eat haha

it's true lol >< eat a lot. even though i was having period. but that doesn't stop me from eating cold food. hehe.

after the trip, back in malaysia. that day. 31. super tiring. dizzy. headache. went to take a nap after reaching my sweet home.

but i was still very dizzy. sleepy. maybe i was too tired? haha.

my family and i didn't countdown for the arrival of year 2014 as all of us were super duper tired.

so we have skipped the countdown this year. sounds bad huh? :|

life as a primary tutor continued on 2 January. as usual, i taught primary one.

primary one really got me headache. screaming nonstop at one of the student. Jayden Hon.

very very very naughty. run up and down like there's no more tuition.

i have to catch him and get him sit still only then i can continue my lesson.

but i love two of the students. they are cute, hardworking, clever.

chong yan yan and leonard tay liang le. love them lots. <3

luckily a week after the tuition reopened, my teacher asked me to teach primary two.

at first i want to reject because primary two doesn't really want to pay attention.

but i have got no choice, so i take the request down.

life continued again. after a while, i realised it's easier for me to teach primary two.

at least they are afraid of rotan :P hahah. i guess every students are afraid of rotan?

there's a student who keep on disturbing me. louis koh. he's clever. but i find him very annoying.  ><

he was the one who request to come to my house during CNY >< i was shocked.

another one is when the students told me that i am the best teachers among all of the teachers that have taught them such as miss chan, miss magdelyn, madam ang. ><

they were also requesting me to teach till the end of the year when i told them i can only teach until march.

i was so surprised. >.< never know i can be so good though i know i am fierce. hahah.

i am so touched anyway. wish all of them have a bright future. hope they will appreciate their childhood. :)

god bless you all! (: