A Special Confirmation Seminar

Back back back! I'm in the no-word-can-describe-mood. Haha. Decided to update a post in english because I've something to share with and i do not know how to translate in Chinese. Poor Me. Weird Me. XD. Well. What I want to share is the seminar today. It went much awesome than yesterday. The emcee who named Patrick shared with us his experience throughout the life since kindergarten till now. He told us that he bullied his classmate when kindergarten. Of course, the classmate cried. But then when teacher came in, teacher asked what had happened. Patrick said the kid fell down himself. Did he got punishment after that? NO! Clever Patrick! When he was in Primary Three, it was the 1st time he play truant. Instead of going to school, he went to cyber cafe with friends. Don't know whether is he in form 1, 2 or form 3. He did something unexpected. He watched porn! O.O When all the people heard this, they screamt crazily especially guys! No offense. Guys' attitude when they reach puberty. /.\ Still have a lot more that he shared to us. But i can't remember. The most important thing i want to share is that today is the first time where i experienced god's love! It was through a prayer of the holy spirit whereby the soul of holy spirit comes into our body. Wow. The condition was in    a dim mode. The auditorium switched off all the lights except the ''a little brown'' light(the one that will make us feel hot or romantic). It went like this. First, the youth person-in-charge ask all of us to stand in 3 circles. Then, praise and worship before entering the prayer. Next, it's the time for the soul of holy spirit comes into our body. The moment when everyone is receiving the prayer from the youth person-in-charge together with singing like how islam people sing, some of them suddenly feel dizzy and fall asleep. Some of them even  screamt like a person who have mental problem O.O While some of the students cried. When those people who screamt carry by the youth ministry, they were struggling and prevent themselves from carrying O.O I was shocked when i saw them screamt suddenly. It made me shivering. What about me? I was shivering all the time. When the person hold both of my hands to give me a prayer, i forced myself not to think anything about it. After that, I sat down quietly. I do not know what's going on because i forced myself not to know about it. So, i look around. I saw a lot of students crying included guys, some students who fell asleep. At the same time, i was like : How come they will cry or fall asleep because of dizzy or screamt crazily but i don't? Is it god wants me to be brave? Braver than others? I do not know. I asked my friend, Daphne and Olivia. They said it's normal if i feel nothing. And it's normal for some of us to cry, screaming, feeling dizzy and fall asleep.  I prayed quietly after i sat down. It was a peaceful moment. Thanks god for giving me the strength not to cry! Thanks god for giving me a peaceful love from you without crying or screaming! :D :D Right now, i feel myself is cleaner than before! Praise the Lord! Hallelujah! AMEN! :) May God Bless Everyone! :D