Saturday, 4 May 2013

AWESOME FEELING! =D

hey blog. how have you been? i bet you're fine.

what about me? i am so not fine. many things happened in the month. that's bad and i know it.

well. exam is around the corner. i swear i will try my best to beat the rest. fighting! =D

hey blog. you know what? i felt the love from god yesterday.

or i can define it as holy spirit. i have no idea how to explain. google search yourself if you wish to know XD

i was sitting for sejarah paper 3 examination in school yesterday during school hours.

i forgot to bring my sejarah paper 3's guideline exercise book as i don't know that teacher will pick out topics from there.

all the questions in exam are exactly the same in the exercise book. i regret.

therefore, there's certain questions which i don't understand what does it mean .

it's open book test. a test where you can refer to your textbook, reference book, papers and so on.

as i do not understand the question and i couldn't get the answer from textbook, so what i have done is i copied any topic which i don't know whether it's related not from the textbook .

3 pages from textbook. kind of wasting time right?

then, for the kbkk questions. questions that we have to get the answer our own. but i couldn't think of any.

so, i decided to borrow the book from my exam neighbour . i mean during exam who sit next to me .

i borrowed the book from her and i was planning to look at the kbkk part only.

at first, i did not realise that those questions come out in the exam. only then i realised.

so, i flipped through the question and compare the answers. i was flabbergasted with the answers.

at the same time, out of the sudden, i felt myself very hot. perspiring. head a bit dizzy. feeling like i am sick.

i didn't care at 1st. because exam is much important than that.

on that moment, i only know god have reminded me to refer to the question that i don't know how to answer.

after that, i thought of something. last year's life in the spirit seminar.

during the seminar, my friend felt the same thing like mine yesterday.

it was healing session whereby god send down the holy spirit to each and everyone of us. i felt nothing during the seminar.

so, immediately i know that god has sent down the holy spirit to me! it's awesome!

if it wasn't the holy spirit, how come i will feel sick so sudden just right after i look at the questions?

really awesome! i will never forget this feeling! i hope i can feel it again next time!

i hope the next situation when god send down the holy spirit, i am screaming crazily and floundering when the people carrying me out!

god, thank you for everything! :) i love you! :) may you continue to bless each and everyone of us! :) amen.