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Morning blog. I am off coloured. I feel sad and unhappy too. I am really hoping that our friendship won't end. But because of my mistakes,it ended. Oh lord. That's sad. I have been suffering from this pain. Why Why why? Why must I take friendship so seriously? Just a friend. And I feel like want to die. Why? What does friendship means? Can I Don't take it seriously? There are so many friends in the world. Come on Gwen. Cheers. What you need is time. Time can cure your pain. But frankly. Does time really can cure my pain? How much time do I need? I Don't know. I am not even dare to think about it. These few days feeling so down. Midnight dreams even worse. All are scary dreams. Dreams that I have never yearned for. It's vanished when mum woke me up. Candidly, I feel like crying everytime I think of our friendship. How on earth can it be destroyed by some minor mistakes?  I really can't believe what had happened to me and my friend. I have been thinking over and over again Just to find out my mistakes. Well. I found none. And I even think that does this friend have been enduring me for a moment? Why can't he or she Just confess it to me when I am wrong? Frankly blog. I really Don't want to lose this friend. I am really hope that our friendship won't end. I hope whatever had happened isn't true at all. All are fake. But sadly, No. All are freaking true. :(  this minor problem has been killing my one week holiday. I am really can't stand with it. It's hurt when you suddenly lose a friend because of misunderstanding..  :(