hey blog. it's has been few weeks ago since i last updated my diary. it's July now. yeah. SPM left only 4 months. exact 4 months. i do not have much time left >< to be honest. well blog. i have been suffering a very long period pain for the 1st time. i have been suffering it for whole day. keep on floundering and praying to god. It's so damn painful until i wish i can die at once. The pain was like i am going to give birth naturally :| i couldn't even have the energy to walk, laugh and talk. that's feeling is so terrible, horrible and vegetable like what have my add maths teacher said. i know the reason why i have such adverse pain for the 1st time. last week. i was keeping on eating cold food nonstop. ice creams the most. i even brought honey drink to school on tuesday morning and drink. out of sudden, period came. in school. but i have period pain on wednesday. ONE WHOLE DAY. pain until i wanted to scold bad words :(
(those pictures i copied describe my feeling when i have period.)
