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Dear blog.. as usual. went to itc today.. teacher taught us a new poem. 

He Had Such Quiet Eyes - Bibsy Soenharjo 

though teacher has only explaint stanza one, but i feel like crying.. 

teacher's explanation spit out my feelings..so painful.. 

i don't know why on earth did i feel so pain since it's just explanations? 

maybe there's something i have not given up yet.. because i don't want to.. 

but what to do? :( oh lord.. please help me.. :( 

i hate this feeling... :(