FEELINGS OF THE WEEK

hey blog. how ya? malaysia is currently in a danger. haze. especially west malaysia. 

the reading of haze in west malaysia keep on rising up without decreasing. it's kind of worrisome though. 

anyway, everyone of us must be aware with our own health. 

one important thing we need to do right now is to drink more water to keep ourselves hydrated! take care everybody! :) 

okay. haze problem stop here. now, i am going to chide people! 

hey you! can you people stop finding me when you guys have problem that i cannot solved? 

you think it's fun to be ''middle people'' huh? 

both of you are my friends. and yeah both of you keep on quarrelling nowadays! 

after quarrelling, either one of you for sure will come and find me to backstab your friend while your friend is at her place. 

then when you're gone, the other one come and find me. backstabbing again. 

how am i going to help you guys? you think i like to gossip is it? -.- i don't even know how to solve the problems happening on both of you. 

i can say, solve it yourself. 

if one of you come and look for me again next time, i will say, each and everyone of us has our own positive and negative side. try to accept it. or you can choose not to care it. :)

next. bitch! stop sticking my friends and i like a chewing gum! 

you left us 1st, so what's the use for you to find us again? you think you're so good is it? you think we like you? 

hey stop daydreaming! we dislike you. we abhor you! abhor with your attitude. so fake! 

i have never seen a girl like you before! how dare you to be so fake?! 

and stop asking me to help you to convey message to your so-called-lover who you think he likes you! 

come on man! nobody in the school like you kay! especially those guys you have sticken before! and us!! don't forget that! 

i am done with your fake attitude. i hate talking to a fake people. i don't want to get myself affected by your words. some more it's so unlogically. 

everytime you tried to stick us, i ran away. because i do not want to talk to you! and we don't have any topic! unless we are forced -.- FORCED BY YOU, BITCH! 

i have never ever slap your face. but i wish i can. to wake you up! because you have reached my limits.  

i swear i am going to give you a slap or a big punch before the high school life end! i will! 

you deserved the slap!! i will slap you until you kneel down on the floor and apologize to us! 

how on earth can you exist in my life?! your religion never teach you not to be so fake huh?

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hey blog. i am at home today. didn't go to school . 

because of the 'pimple' on my eye pecah last night. it's bleeding. it happened suddenly when i touch it. 

okay it's painful . itchy. wanted to go visit doctor but it's late. 

this morning when i woke up, my eye is so itchy. cannot endure with the itchyness. so,i stayed at home. 

this is the 3rd time of the month i did not go to school . 1st was last wednesday. was having a severe cough. sore throat too. 

went to clinic at the crack of dawn to get medicine. 2nd time was yesterday. teacher's day celebration. i should have represented my class to go .  but i didnt. due to languorous lol .. 

went to baskin robbins last night after i found their wednesday promotion which surprised me. 

8 scoops of ice cream cost only RM 9.90 .  i was flabbergasted and of course i hope it's true. 

but disappointed me after i knew the offer was just mini scoops. total size of 8 mini scoops is the original size of one scoop ice cream..haixx. 

all i wanted to complain is not worth.. :( i would rather buy original size with original price.. frankly. 

you can take a look at this link for further information about the promotion. 

http://www.baskinrobbins.com.my/pinkbig.html  MUST WEAR PINK ONLY THEN YOU WILL GET THE OFFER ON WEDNESDAY! 

next time must go again =D but i won't buy happy 8 anymore. not worth buying it. i would rather buy my own flavours :P 

recently keep on busying with my studies. sometimes feel very lazy to touch my books . :| 

trying a new way on how to boost up every single subject :) i hope i can.. may god be with me all the time. .

christian songs are the best! loveeeee it! though there's a lot of songs being played at church during mass, i still couldn't remember their lyrics and titles :| how failed i am :|  

last but not least, pray that i can go to praise and worship concert on the upcoming 20 July! hope mummy will allowwwww. :)  everyone is welcomed to join too =D 

Random

Dear blog.. as usual. went to itc today.. teacher taught us a new poem. 

He Had Such Quiet Eyes - Bibsy Soenharjo 

though teacher has only explaint stanza one, but i feel like crying.. 

teacher's explanation spit out my feelings..so painful.. 

i don't know why on earth did i feel so pain since it's just explanations? 

maybe there's something i have not given up yet.. because i don't want to.. 

but what to do? :( oh lord.. please help me.. :( 

i hate this feeling... :( 

GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY :)

http://edition.cnn.com/2013/06/05/showbiz/paris-jackson-hospitalized/index.html

hey blog.

take a look at the link that i have copied here.

well. i was flabbergasted when i read the news. woah.

michael jackson's daughter tried to commit suicide by cutting her wrist.

15 years old girl. named paris jackson. this is might be a common case. but to me,it isn't.

how on earth can an adolescence try to commit suicide? you're still young man.

i know you have been through so much pressure after your dad's death. well. you have to be strong.

i guess your father who are now in heaven may not want to see his family living unhappily or try to do something because of his loss.

oh lord. i know that's super duper pain when you have lost any of your relatives. or i can say no word can be used to describe it.

anyway. hope you will stay strong. no matter what had happened, life still goes on.

live your life meaningfully. live it happily. may god bless you and your family :)

Seeee

Pimple growing on my eye -.- painfull !

Morning

Morning blog. I am off coloured. I feel sad and unhappy too. I am really hoping that our friendship won't end. But because of my mistakes,it ended. Oh lord. That's sad. I have been suffering from this pain. Why Why why? Why must I take friendship so seriously? Just a friend. And I feel like want to die. Why? What does friendship means? Can I Don't take it seriously? There are so many friends in the world. Come on Gwen. Cheers. What you need is time. Time can cure your pain. But frankly. Does time really can cure my pain? How much time do I need? I Don't know. I am not even dare to think about it. These few days feeling so down. Midnight dreams even worse. All are scary dreams. Dreams that I have never yearned for. It's vanished when mum woke me up. Candidly, I feel like crying everytime I think of our friendship. How on earth can it be destroyed by some minor mistakes?  I really can't believe what had happened to me and my friend. I have been thinking over and over again Just to find out my mistakes. Well. I found none. And I even think that does this friend have been enduring me for a moment? Why can't he or she Just confess it to me when I am wrong? Frankly blog. I really Don't want to lose this friend. I am really hope that our friendship won't end. I hope whatever had happened isn't true at all. All are fake. But sadly, No. All are freaking true. :(  this minor problem has been killing my one week holiday. I am really can't stand with it. It's hurt when you suddenly lose a friend because of misunderstanding..  :(