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Hello blog, it's has been two or three weeks away since last time i had my blog updated.

Well, i just came back from the graveyard. It's the season where Chinese goes to pay respects to their loved one at the tomb.

I have just visited my great grandparents at 5th mile memorial place, actually i do not know what is the name of that place.

My great grandparents were Buddhist so we buried them in Buddhist way.

My uncle and auntie cleaned the tomb based on Chinese tradition which include burning the incense and offering the sacrifice.

Though I am Christian and Christian doesn't burn the incense during all soul's day, still I will burn it with my relatives. It's a sign of respect. I believe God will understand me.

I am really abhor those Christians who think they are very holy when they are not dare to hold an incense just to pay respect to the dead people.

I don't get it. Why they have to be like, hmmm, thinking that Christian cannot hold an incense because it's wrong to hold?

Are they trying to say that holding an incense to temple to pay a respect means that they are not respecting God?

I am really do hope they will understand the sign of respect. It's vital and important.

Next, I am going to Sibu next Saturday afternoon to run some errands with my family.

Time to eat and enjoy with my cousins! I miss them a lot. I miss the foods too. It's like food paradise to me and my family. Especially my brother. I wish he is here now.

I don't care what had happened after grandma passed away, I just want to gather with them, listen to the foochow ancient.

But of course, i hope they will change their attitude, especially uncles and aunties who always fight with each other just because of grandma's heritage.

Don't affect the relationships between siblings just because of heritage. It's pointless to do that.

Ended up you won't get anything, but you will become alone as no one wants to talk to you.

Besides, I am going on holiday on may right after examinations! I am so happy!

But the Singapore's currency is very expensive. Kinda regret a little now haha.

We have bought the USS and sea aquarium tickets. It was a package. We bought it from Matta Fair. RM654 for 3 people.

For your informations, we have not settled the hotels yet as we do not know where to stay. It's very pricey per night. @.@

Great that my parents manage to bring me to go for a holiday. Thanks dad and mum :)

I will have to focus on my assignments and final examinations first. I must do well and i know i can :D

My friend has been surviving in UTP for 1 week plus, i can see that he is suffering instead of enjoying the lifestyle.

I don't get how can a high class school services and facilities are very lousy and low class. Brainless facilitators and lecturers.

Everything planned is very childish. Wasting time. Making student life's in trouble.

Anyway, i hope that my friend can get over it. Always remember that everyone is strong, just we need time to get over it. Unless we deny that we are strong by getting sympathy from others.

Oh ya. GST is coming. Prices are increasing. I hate that. Hope i can rob the bank XD

What else can i type? I actually have some more to write but i forgot what are they. So, bye bye.

God bless you all abundantly! hehe :D have a nice day ~~

害怕

最近都在忙碌着学校一叠从来都不会完成的功课，好累，累得想离开这里去外地休息一会儿。

累得喘不过气来，不只要准备手工，剪裁，黏东黏西，还要准备报告书。

几乎每时每刻都要与时间比赛。若不是要做手工，剩下的时间都要坐在电脑面前开始找资料，打蚂蚁字。

现时的我很累，肩膀酸，很沉重，只想赶快把功课做完，好好休息。

而且除了在学校的我，其他上班时间，我都是独自个儿在家，那种平静，静得让我很害怕。

我一直以为我习惯了，习惯没有哥哥在身边的那种安全感，习惯自己一个人在家，原来什么都不是。我不习惯。

耳朵出现的再也不是吵闹，而是电脑里的音乐，戏剧里面的声音，要不然就是雨水落地的声音。

除了这些声音，就没其他了。真的很静，就连想找朋友出去，都很难。

她们最近都不太要聊天，不懂搞什么，也许开学了，大家都忙着各自的东西。

我好害怕，若突然间发生什么事，我都不知该如何是好。

朋友来我家时，知道我一个人在家，还会问我平时一个人在家做什么，我都不知该怎么回答。

我只想说，常常一个人在家很纳闷，没有人好说话，使我变得很静，也变得很害怕。

我想买飞机票在放假时去游玩，又怕妈妈临时取消，害我又要一个人在家，闷死人了！

Marriage

Dear blog, 

I am having Academics English class now from 9 am to 12 30pm. 

As you can see from the topic today, marriage, yes. It is. 

I have just done a group discussion with lecturer about that topic.  

That's why I am free to come here. I wanted to update a post with that topic as i think it is a useful and meaningful topic that can be shared with my readers.

Love Marriage vs Arrange Marriage. Which one is better? 

Well, in our opinion, we think that love marriage is better than arrange marriage. 

This is simply because of a few points that my group members and I have figured out. 

First of all, love marriage can make a couple to be happy because they trust each other, tolerate with each other although there's a little misunderstanding in everyday life and lastly, respecting each other.

Secondly, love marriage normally happen when a couple love each other. Why do they love each other? Because of the feelings that exist in one another's heart.

However, we also think that if a couple live their life with love, their life will full of happiness which makes people feel great. Even though their life will have ups and downs like heartbeats, they can still solve it together.  

Furthermore, we also think that love marriage is a fate. Because not all of the couples in the world are from the same place. But with fate, they met each other in a place. Same goes to some couples who are childhood sweethearts where they get to know each other when they are young.  At first, they are friends only. But as the time elapsed, they both start to love each other. We think that it is a fate simply because not every friends can become couple. 

Besides, couple that comes from different place signify different culture and tradition. But a love couple will tolerate with one another no matter how different is the culture and tradition. Tolerating with one another can help a couple to live their life happily. 

That's all we have figured out. The most important thing is a couple must love each other! :D 

With love, everything can be settled :P call a halt here now.

have a nice day and may god bless you! :D bye :)

UNTITLED

Dear blog, I am back and it's feeling great to be back here. 

Reading back my old post, i have realised that my English is better before.

I have to admit my English is getting poorer and poorer. I need to do something to improve my English.

Well, first of all, I would like to Congratulate my dear friend, Eddy who have successfully got a chance to enter the University that he has been yearning for :) University Teknologi Petronas :)

This is the 2nd time he applied to enter the University and thanks God, he managed to be in the list! 

Not only in the list, but also, he got the course that he wants! That's like double good news for him, i bet :D 

It's not easy to answer the Cambridge IQ Questions but he managed to answer it with a great result! 

Congratulations! Your upcoming life is much tougher than the life in Curtin. I believe you will be able to overcome it like what have you done in Curtin. 

Don't forget that I am here to be your listener :) Just tell me if anything happened and I will try my best to comfort you :') 

Promise me you will study hard to obtain a better aggregate , be alert on everyone around you, be positive no matter what happened, pray to God and etc. Or else, I will kill you. I meant it yeah.  

Secondly, I am kinda fed up and browned off with my team members. I have no idea why are they being languorous and irresponsible. 

I hope they do understand the meaning of study life. I know everyone of us should enjoy our life when we are studying. 

But isn't there's a time where everyone should be serious? There's a time where everyone should be serious and of course there's a time where everyone should rest such as playing, relaxing and etc.

Unfortunately, I don't see any serious mode with my team members. To me, they treat their study life as leaving hometown and survive alone at other place without anybody's nagging. 

Kind of wasting money when I see them always fail one or two subject in every semester. I felt pity  for their parents. They worked so hard to earn a living, but their children is wasting. 

I have to say that i am very unlucky to have them as my team members. We are having a puppet presentation(kind of story telling) on this Thursday but we have not done any practice yet! 

They are pushing their responsibility when they told me they can't make it just because of cannot wake up! I am super fed up with this reason! But well, I saw them loitering around school. 

They quickly ran away when they saw me yesterday. I think, they are feeling guilty, right? 

Anyway, I request for extra practices is to hope that we can focus on our pronounciation so that everyone can hear what are we presenting.

Thirdly, I want to complain! Why is my wealth doesn't go smooth this year?! 

For your information, my wealth keep on unstable when i was playing pontoons with relatives and friends during Chinese New Year. 

Most of it are losing but i still play because i wanna try my luck. Ended up, this year's game, i lost a lot.

Really sad and disappointed with my wealth this year although just the beginning of the year. 

I hope I can handle my wealth properly. I shall not spend any money on luxury items. 

I must save money! To deal with urgent needs in the future! But sometimes really lost control -.-

Fourthly, I have submitted the Institut Pengajian Guru Form. I am seriously hope that I am selected! 

No one can stop me from achieving my dream! No one understand how much i want to achieve my dream as a teacher!

I deserved it, right? hehe. God please be with me! Help me to have faith in you!