Proud to be lintangians

Hey I am back again.

A post that I don't want to skip.

I have to say that I am super proud to be one of the student in smkbl.

Without this school, My English will never be so good.

I admit that My English is so terrible when I was Still in smkbkno.1.

Real terrible. Couldn't even understand what I was writing and speaking.

I can't deny that My English is getting better from the day I enter this school.

In My school, I am hardly to have the chance hearing people speaking Chinese.

I am also feeling great when I am able to read their essays. Their English is really awesome.

They can even make jokes with English. I love it.

The main communication language in My school are bahasa sarawak and English.

Day by day, I was forced to communicate with them Using english in school.

Now, My English have improved a lot.

I used to hate English as the ABCs make me so sleepy.

But now I don't. I love it instead!

I Hope I can communicate English with My friends But I know it's really weird.

Except Eddy and andrea chan. Thanks for offering me the chance to speak English with you all.

SPM Result

hey blog. i am back. finally i feel relieved. i have received my result yesterday.

i am shocked with my biology. i was praying and hoping that i want to pass this subject.

i was so nervous few days before. and yeah. God have answered my prayer.

not only passing biology, but i got c for it! that's totally unexpected! much more than what i want.

Praise the Lord! Alleluia! so sad that i got C grade for my chinese.

i mean, why every public exam, my chinese sure c? what happened to me? :(

does this really mean that i am sucks in chinese? i don't know.

overall. i am not that satisfied with my result though. anyway whatever i have done is done.

congratulations to all of my friends who have scored straight As! may all of you have a bright future!

my buddies too! they did so great! god bless you all.

now, i am busying with the application thingy.

i am really do hope that i am able to go into teacher's training college/ institusi pengajian guru (IPG).

praying real hard to go into the ipg. i hope i can go in. may god bless me (:

**frankly, i think that my english is much better than my chinese. i couldn't believe i am able to smack my english words to the manager of MBO cineplex's this morning. and i won the 'debate'. i would never know that my english is actually that fluent. is it because they are too timid? or i was too fierce until i won? my friend said i was very fierce. anyway, praise the lord. 

Sleepless night

Hey blog. I am back.

As usual, I am fine. I am nervous too.

Results coming out in less than 33 hours of time.

I can't sleep.

The result that will determine My future.

At the same Time, I am applying ipg via online. Under government.

I Hope My results won't betray me. Especially add maths and biology.

I shouldn't worry by now as I have Done the test.

I can't change anything even if I am nervous.

All I can do now is to Pray hard.

I Pray that God will give me the best result.

I Pray that I am able to go into ipg so that I can skip form six.

I love kids. They are godsend.

Angels to me. They won't harm us Though.

I treated Some of My students as My friends. They are friendly.

I love them. I Hope I am able to go into ipg.

I wish and I must! Lord god, Please help me!

I Hope My hard work paid off. :/

19.02.2014 - 28.02.2014 :)

hello blog. i am back. decided to update a post on my blog today. it's saturday. so yeah. i am home. 

let me grab this chance to throwback what i have done since feb of 19 to the last day of february. 28. 

-19.02.2014- 

i had my operation today. i was so nervous the day before. i was worrying the pain. i couldn't imagine if i would cry during operation. thousand of questions came into my mind just because i am nervous. i have no idea what to do to calm myself down except listening to musics. i was trying not to think of the date but i failed. i mean i should not take this surgery as a huge surgery. i just couldn't stop myself thinking too much. thanks for the encouragement from relatives and friends. i appreciated them a lot. 

the moment i stepped into the clinic, the first thing i do is rushing to the toilet. baking cake. due to nervous, the faeces that came out is yellowish which means i am unhealthy. but i think it's because of tension. >.< i had 3 injection for anaesthesia. that's really killing me. it's so painful! i cried! i know i am not a brave girl huh? :| that's really ashamed. i have undergone that operation for an hour and thirty minutes. i felt nothing when the dentist start operation right after anaesthetic. i didn't cry during operation :) all i did in that one hour and thirty minutes was looking at the ceiling and day dreaming. 

think of god. ask for his power to let me calm down. :) thanks god! after the surgery, i couldn't swallow anything except porridge. i couldn't brush my teeth. i couldn't smile also. the dentist did not sew my wound. i have to keep on gargling my mouth with the ''healing fast'' that the nurse gave to me. it's painful when i gargle and smile :( i didn't go to tuition for three days since today. sick leave :)

-20.02.2014 and 21.02.2014- 

Nothing special these two days. i have spent my sick leave at home. doing nothing. it's really bored to death. i have no idea how did i manage to survive these two days. :| i miss my students. i was thinking  are they behaving well or not in tuition. my wound is still painful though. used boiled water to gargle my mouth. not able to use tap water as it's contaminated. i don't want to use tap water as it might make my wound inflamed. i hate inflammation. really scared the hell of me. cause if i am inflamed, i have to suffer the pain up to few days :( can't talk, eat, move here and there. just imagine if your mouth is inflamed. 

-22.02.2014- 

received a good new from friend. finally his parents allow him to open a bank account! it's good to save money. at least we can use that saving to deal with urgent or emergencies. isn't it? i am glad that my mum have trained me and my brother since young. it's undeniable that i have the habit of saving money nowadays. i can even save them in different places like public bank, epf and public mutual. thanks god that i have a mum that trained me to save money. (: people out there, do save your money yea! we can't predict that we still have money when we are getting older! save it to overcome any circumstances! :) went to the spring for movie. not really a great movie because i don't think there's any story inside. went back home at the midnight which i hate the most. :( 

-23.02.2014- 

tuition replacement. as usual. students make me laughed. my wound is pain. urghhhhh. 

 

-24.02.2014 to 27.02.2014- 

nothing happened. just tuition. having fun with students. awesome. i have also started helping students to do their revision since the exam is impending. besides, dramas. finished one drama with family. worth to watch!!! hahaha. i am forever hong kong drama's fans! hehe. but my cantonese isn't that fluent yet :( :\ i have to improve my cantonese! it's a must! 

-28.02.2014- 

brother went to singapore this morning. decided to play his laptop since he's not around but unfortunately, he brought his laptop to singapore. hopefully he will get me the shoes that i have been waiting for years! good luck in his marathon too! :) i got my basket today. it's look pretty and nature. blue in colour. favourite colour! it gave me an impression that nature is still exists. the design of the sewing is creative too. added some sponge on it and makes me feel like it's a cushion. credits to penny chin's mum! thanks!! :DD i love it! today is also the last day of february. times dashes real fast.   spm result is going to release. i am super duper nervous :( hope i can pass all.