Tuesday, 17 September 2013

你到底诚不诚心?!

我真的很想骂人。为什么我献出的是我的真心,反而别人却不懂得珍惜?而且还在我面前讲一套,在我后面又做另一套?你的目的是什么?是看我太单纯,所以想欺负我吗?别妄想!我太信任你了,以致你会这样!在我面前装我是你朋友,在我后面又说我的不是!别以为我不知!别告诉我这世间有太多巧合。不然为什么每当我们讲到某个话题令你不爽时,你一定会去推特更新你的状态?而且还是骂人的语气。难道这是时间上的巧合?你到底有没有把我当成是朋友啊?! 难道你在利用我吗?这不是第一次,反而已经很多次了。我不是要怀疑你对我这位朋友的真心,但你的状态太巧合我们的话题了。我的意思是说像读后感一样。我真的很讨厌。我知道你那些状态肯定是与我们的话题有关,我只是不想揭穿你。我拜托你,有什么事可以当面讲吗?何必要鬼鬼祟祟,偷偷摸摸呢?你做错事了?! 你再这样下去,很快的我们做不成朋友了!是你逼我的!再见!

Saturday, 7 September 2013

R.A.N.D.O.M

hello blog! :) it has been almost a month ago since last time i have my blog updated. i have a lot of things to share with but i am lazy to open computer and sit down there updating my blog. i know i am hopeless. >,<
many things happened within the month of august and the first few days of september. for your information, i am now having zone B Pra SPM in school. together with arang road's, sungai maong's and green road's students. this trial exam is very important as the result can be replaced with our real spm if something happened to our real spm's exam paper. in short, i have to endeavour my best to score the best result i can! and i hope all of us who are sitting for this trial exam will obtain a nice aggregate too :) god bless! but i have done something which is hard for me to pass in my chinese papers, what for to say scoring that subject. because of my essay. i have written something which is out of topic :( i know it's very dangerous :( the only saviour that can save me from being failed. but now. :( may god bless me! first week of trial exam has gone. i hope i can score those subjects. thanks to those who shared the english and sejarah's tips with me, especially Joanne Teng and Eddy! those tips are very very very useful! thanks! strike forward to your SPM! god bless! all the best! xoxo. and those who shouted at me for not sharing tips with you, please be aware with what you have said. think before you leap. don't you know that? what for i share something with you when you treat me like a bullshit? i just had a few days writing essays continuously and i felt my finger have got no more energy. i had my shoulder pain too. last sunday to wednesday. oh my gosh. luckily i have applied some oil on my pain. otherwise. haix. last but not least, i have one important thing to share with! my gangs are planning to celebrate my birthday on 16th september 2013 at the spring shopping mall. sadly, i couldn't join. home managers' disallowed. after i told my gangs this reason, they start to plan again! some of them even decided to write another letter to my mum. they asked me to send the letter i have wrote to my mum but i have rejected their request as i feel very embarrased. now they even plan to send to my mum's email. i was like, ._. . their actions made me feel so touched. they have the heart to plan a celebration for me. and i feel very embarrased too. because they seems like if they didn't have help me to celebrate my birthday, they're going to die. :| i feel very paiseh.. :| i don't dare to go to schoon anymore as they keep on telling me how are they going to do it. haiya. no need la.  to be honest, you guys don't really have to plan on how to celebrate my birthday. don't waste time to plan. focus on your studies. put your best foot forward. all i need is we can stay together like now. and of course i hope our friendship will last longer till the end of our life. love you guys lots. xoxo.