Stupid Moral Representation -.-

hey blog. how are you? i am greatly fine here =D 

SPM left only 3 and a half months >< i am still preparing >< hope i am able to finish studying them very soon :) 

praying hard everyday to god :) and of course i have to take some actionss :) 

blog, you know what? i am busy typing moral here -.- moral representation in class -.- 

i found out that typing something using words or excel is a knowledge too. very complicated :( 

i am still not used to words and excel :( grr.. 

moral representation? it means my group are going to teach that particular topic in class when it's our turn -.- 

and we are required to prepare the exercises based on our topic. teacher called it 'hands-out'.

we have to print up to 32 pieces as there are 32 students taking moral in my class @.@ 

wasting our papers! and we are not paid! i have no idea what kind of exercise to prepare especially spm questions. essay? structural?  

it's hard to make a decision >< but i think i will choose essay as i realised most of my classmates still couldn't understand the answering technique :) 

may god bless me when it's my turn to stand in front of the classmates and teacher >< 

i hope i am managed to transfer all the knowledge i have in my mind to every students in my class. 

hopefully they will understand what i am going to teach :) may god offer me his strength and power! :) 

and of course i hope when i am teaching, my classmates will keep quiet and pay attention :) may god be with me! :) 

Girl's Problemmmmmmm

hey blog. it's has been few weeks ago since i last updated my diary. it's July now. yeah. SPM left only 4 months. exact 4 months. i do not have much time left >< to be honest. well blog. i have been suffering a very long period pain for the 1st time. i have been suffering it for whole day. keep on floundering and praying to god. It's so damn painful until i wish i can die at once. The pain was like i am going to give birth naturally :| i couldn't even have the energy to walk, laugh and talk. that's feeling is so terrible, horrible and vegetable like what have my add maths teacher said. i know the reason why i have such adverse pain for the 1st time. last week. i was keeping on eating cold food nonstop. ice creams the most. i even brought honey drink to school on tuesday morning and drink. out of sudden, period came. in school. but i have period pain on wednesday. ONE WHOLE DAY. pain until i wanted to scold bad words :( 

(those pictures i copied describe my feeling when i have period.)