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Hey you! It's Okay if you abnegate this friendship.  And I am sorry for what I have done. But frankly I didn't do it.  As what I have told you, I have no idea how to proof that I am clean and justice. Maybe time will help me to proof it. I Don't know what do you think of me. I mean do you think I will do something that have no benefit to  me? If you think I will, then you are wrong. I won't do anything that have No benefit to me. It's Okay if you keep on thinking that I have lied to you. Well, I know what I have done. Yeah I was involved. But I didn't enter that account. I dont even know what the hell was the email.  Don't say guessing the password. And all this happened two years ago. The conversation between me and my friend who hacked her account were only in Facebook and msn. We never talk about it in phone. I have deleted the conversation in Facebook two years ago. And I Don't know how on earth did you get the conversation? Since I have deleted. And Since when I have borrowed you my phone? Even if I have borrowed, you also can't do anything except gallery. There were No conversation about hacking. And you said you have the evidence, why cant you just show it to me? To proof that i am wrong since you said i lied. Come on. Think wisely. You weren't in chemistry tuition. And you choose to believe your friends But not me. I have to explain it again here. I was there lately. And someone snatched away my seats. I was standing there searching for seats. At the moment,I saw her. And she BEGAN laughing at me. Obviously she laughed at me because of I Don't have seats. I went to Last row and take a seat. When my friend entered the tuition, she laughed at my friend too. Okay.  You said your friends didn't give me a smack. Nvm! You said I lied on you. Then I can say your friends have lied to you too. Frankly. Well. Again I do not know how to proof it. Next reason. Hey. Is there anything wrong I make Friend? And you said I messed up your friends. I admit I added them. But not for now. After Chinese new year. I mean not friends anymore after cny.  Sorry if you said I have messed up your friends. Okay here are my explanations. Stop saying that i lie. You should have investigate first. It's Okay whether or not you want to listen. But I hope you will take this seriously. Think wisely. Think of my side whether or not I will do all these. I really appreciate this friendship and I have never done something that hurt you. I asked you whether or not I have done something wrong to you and you did not reply. Does this mean I did not do something wrong that hurt you? I guess. Conclusion you hate me because of you said i have done something to your friends.  You have ended the friendship.  I really hope you will think wisely.
Because It's really unfair to me. All these are Just misunderstanding.

你有本事就站出来与我对质！

喂！我知道你的部落格一定是在讲我。我只想说，你是什么人？讨厌我就当面告诉我。别只会躲起来写在你的网上日记。很胆小。你说，我哪里做错了？你是不是变了？即使我有错，难道你就不能告诉我吗？！你说我控制你了，我又何时控制你？！你说我不懂你朋友，随便讲她们，又何时啊？！你说我插入你生活，又何时啊？！我看你的部落格的心情，但我有问你吗？！我不问是因为我尊重你！我才没那么多时间去干扰你的心情！一切都与我无关！堂堂一个大男人越来那么胆小。你有本事就站出来吧！少了你我也可以过得很好。只是不知你会不会后悔。我没关系。我不在乎

YAHOOO!

Hey blog. i have just finished my semester 1 examination this morning. too happy for when the bell rang. finally i can rest for a while. yahooo XD well.. i am dead beat.. lack of sleep. exam time is very tiring though. not even a time for me to rest. i will be having holiday for two weeks. i hope i can manage my time properly. holiday plan: studying, hanging out, tuition, PLL. these are my plans. don't know if there's extra? hmm.. thinking of giving daph a surprise as her birthday is impending. but seems like my friend doesn't care about it. not sure yet. well blog. you know what?last sunday on 19 may 2013, there's go bald event held in city one shopping mall. sadly i didn't join.  :( but if i really went to have bald, i will be getting double demerit points :( because my schoolmates get caught by teacher during first exam paper of the day. i mean those who went bald. haix. isn't that a sad case? :L and yesterday. one of my schoolmate lost. no one know where have she gone to. kidnapped? eloped with her boyfriend? or? i don't know. hope she's fine. and my dear miss leong. please stop polluting my name on tuesday's class. you didn't know what is going on behind. you only know the cover. you will never know i was the one who helped joon ling. i help her doesn't mean my english is good. i just want to improve my grammar and also pronounciation. without me who have corrected her sentences, you will definitely laugh at her sentences that she have constructed. she can even use ''we is'' instead of ''we are''. do you know that? and don't simply pollute my name without evidence. it's hurt. going to prefect's night tonight! a dinner which i have been waiting for! hope it's fun and goes smoothly. hope no complains from any of the teacher. hahax. hope everyone of us will enjoy the night. hope i will meet some new friends albeit they are my juniors :) hehe :) the dinner will be held at hilton hotel. :)

What happened to me?

我是怎么了？

怎么这几天的我格外反常？

不停地发冷汗，全身不知什么感觉。

总觉得有东西在压着我，但我不知那是什么东西。

接着连续几个晚上不得好好安眠。

无数次地在半夜爬起来。

不晓得这一切的背后存着什么讯息呢？

难道是紧张考试吗？还是另有其事？

我也好累好累。眼睛很肿。腰要断。

总觉得我的身体不是我的。好像是我的身体在控制我。不是我控制它。

我到底是怎么了？有谁可以告诉我吗？

AWESOME FEELING! =D

hey blog. how have you been? i bet you're fine.

what about me? i am so not fine. many things happened in the month. that's bad and i know it.

well. exam is around the corner. i swear i will try my best to beat the rest. fighting! =D

hey blog. you know what? i felt the love from god yesterday.

or i can define it as holy spirit. i have no idea how to explain. google search yourself if you wish to know XD

i was sitting for sejarah paper 3 examination in school yesterday during school hours.

i forgot to bring my sejarah paper 3's guideline exercise book as i don't know that teacher will pick out topics from there.

all the questions in exam are exactly the same in the exercise book. i regret.

therefore, there's certain questions which i don't understand what does it mean .

it's open book test. a test where you can refer to your textbook, reference book, papers and so on.

as i do not understand the question and i couldn't get the answer from textbook, so what i have done is i copied any topic which i don't know whether it's related not from the textbook .

3 pages from textbook. kind of wasting time right?

then, for the kbkk questions. questions that we have to get the answer our own. but i couldn't think of any.

so, i decided to borrow the book from my exam neighbour . i mean during exam who sit next to me .

i borrowed the book from her and i was planning to look at the kbkk part only.

at first, i did not realise that those questions come out in the exam. only then i realised.

so, i flipped through the question and compare the answers. i was flabbergasted with the answers.

at the same time, out of the sudden, i felt myself very hot. perspiring. head a bit dizzy. feeling like i am sick.

i didn't care at 1st. because exam is much important than that.

on that moment, i only know god have reminded me to refer to the question that i don't know how to answer.

after that, i thought of something. last year's life in the spirit seminar.

during the seminar, my friend felt the same thing like mine yesterday.

it was healing session whereby god send down the holy spirit to each and everyone of us. i felt nothing during the seminar.

so, immediately i know that god has sent down the holy spirit to me! it's awesome!

if it wasn't the holy spirit, how come i will feel sick so sudden just right after i look at the questions?

really awesome! i will never forget this feeling! i hope i can feel it again next time!

i hope the next situation when god send down the holy spirit, i am screaming crazily and floundering when the people carrying me out!

god, thank you for everything! :) i love you! :) may you continue to bless each and everyone of us! :) amen.